riding a chemical carousel (morning_rose) wrote in unthunk_poet,
riding a chemical carousel
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IKIMASHOU!

And let there be a second post!!! With two poems also!!! (copycat)


If fidelity is a lie
If faith is an illusion
I'm broken inside
And my life's a delusion

If people are forgotten
And thrown out like newspapers
What holds it all together?
A paper ship, so what's the anchor?

Folded up, words all bent
Missed meanings come to the fore
I cry a little while you tell me
You just wanted more, You just wanted more

You turned my world upside down
And make me question all I believed
True love, all the fairy tale lies
Turn me from deciever to decieved

How is it what we feel
When we are still young
Somehow gets mixed around
Forgotten and unsung?

You say it isn't real
Because it's in the past
You're trying to forget
Or trying too hard to make it last

I wanted to be worshipped forever
I wanted to be the best there could be
I wanted so much from you
So much you couldn't give to me

Little bits of line and color
Drifting away from one another
Words getting lost in the stream
Worlds getting lost in the dream

I'm a placeholder for something better
And maybe we didn't click just right
But you seemed to fit so perfectly
For once, I saw the light

If fidelity is a lie
If faith is an illusion
I'm broken inside
And my life's a delusion

If love is a lie
If hope is a sickness
I should be hospitilized
I'm totally defenseless

They say loyalty
Is lethargy
Lack of imagination
Low brain sensation

But faith isn't foolish
And dreams aren't all lost
Sometimes dreams come true
Just consider the cost
If people are forgotten
And thrown out like newspapers
What holds it all together?
A paper ship, so what's the anchor?

Folded up, words all bent
Missed meanings come to the fore
I cry a little while you tell me
You just wanted more, You just wanted more

Little bits of line and color
Drifting away from one another
Words getting lost in the stream
Worlds getting lost in the dream


And then...


I have this feeling in my heart
That I can't put my finger on
Even when I get to sleep
It somehow seems to linger on

When the sunlight hides the pain
I can get lost inside of the day
But when nighttime comes, I find
I'm lost in every single way

I want to love you
But I'm in love with what could be
I want to see you
Because you've blinded me
If there was a possibility
I would open up my heart
But it hurts so much to try
I don't want to lose, to cry

I'm all locked up inside
And I am not quite ready
To come out once more
I still need to get steady

Draw me out, pull me in
Pull me under, be my friend
Come and see me
Don't leave me be
I need someone to save me
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